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Monday, March 31, 2008

DO YOU EVER FIND YOURSELF

WONDERING WHERE EVERYONE IS? I TYPICALLY HATE THIS FEELING. I WAS ON THE PHONE EARLIER THEN I FOUND MYSELF LOOKING AT MY SURROUNDINGS. I WAS AMAZED TO SEE JUST HOW ALONE I REALLY WAS. IT WAS ALMOST SCARY. IT WAS VERY SERENE. I WAS YET AMAZED AT HOW BARREN THIS AREA WAS. I WAS REMEMBERING A CONVERSATION THAT NINA AND I HAD A FEW DAYS AGO ABOUT BEING OK WITH BEING ALONE. NOT BEING A SOCIAL BUTTERFLY ALL THE TIME. AND I WAS ACTUALLY OK WITH BEING ALONE. IT DIDN'T REALLY BOTHER ME AT ALL. I FELT PEACEFUL. IT MADE ME WISH THAT I HAD A BOMB.COM CAMERA. I OFTEN FIND MYSELF LOOKING AT THE SKY. NOT NEARLY AS MUCH AS I USED TO. I NEED TO GET BACK TO IT. FOR SOME REASON IT KEEPS ME AT PEACE. I NEED TO DROP SOME OF MY SO CALLED "PRIORITIES" AND GET BACK ON MY PASSIONS.




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