New R&B March 2013

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CD1-17tracks

**Drake-Good kush and alcohol

**Drake-Fuckin Problems

**Drake-Enough Said

**Chris Brown ft.Fabolous-Ready

**Rick Ross ft. French Montana- Marble floors

**Adrian Marcel-Caught Up

**Adrian Marcel-Real soon

**August Alsina ft. Trinidad James- I love this shit

**August Alsina-Ring the alarm

**August Alsina feat. G.O.O.D. Music's CyHi The Prynce- "Party & Bullshit"

**Drake - Cameras/Good ones go

**Omarion - Arch it up

**Omarion ft. Rick Ross - Let's talk

**Tank ft. Chris Brown-Shots Fired

**Sean Kingston ft. Chris Brown-Beat it

**French Montana-Sanctuary

**Jeremih-Crickets

CD2-

**T. Mills-Asstrology

**T. Mills-Cant Take Your Eyes off me

**T. Mills-Loud

**T. Mills- Pillow Talk

**T. Mills-Hollywood

**T. Mills-Get ready to

**Sammie-Round 2

**Pleasure P-Under

**Miguel-Vixen

**Jeremih-Waiter

**Jaiden-Breakfast

**Miguel-My piece

**Rihanna-Skin

**Justin Timberlake-Suit and Tie

**Will.I.Am ft Britney Spears-Scream and shout

**Chris Brown ft. Tyga-Like a Virgin

**Chris Brown ft. Afrojack-As your friend

**Pleasure P- Say yes (optional)

A Recipe to tackle my heart

I really have no idea how I made it through the fire without you.
Your drive, your demeanor, your ethics, your heart, your brains, your beauty.
A recipe to tackle my heart.
If this isn't it, I don't know what is.


Darlene, I have never been so happy. I look back on my life and wonder how I made it through the craziness. I thought I knew so much. I didn't. Every moment I get to spend with you is a treasure. I look forward to our lives together. I already know that this will be the best experience of my life. Your love is so deep and so hard. Thank you for choosing me.

78.

Love,
Lou

T. Mills Can't Take your Eyes off me

http://youtu.be/b2yoQyGh2qY

APT 2013 Phoenix Poker

 

 

Happiness pours out of my heart. I am so content.

 

Omarion Ft. Rick Ross-Let's talk.

Poker Queen

Life is so very funny. Things work out for the best at the end of the day. I haven't been this happy in God knows how long. My lil poker mama. She makes me laugh. Makes me smile. Makes me food at any time of day. This morning she woke me up with a home made waffle and coffee. I haven't had someone want to take care of me in a hot minute.

Dar, you are so very good to me. Thank you so very much. You take care of me. You make things right. Smiles. Surprises. You are just so amazing. You are a big part of my future. Thank you for sticking around. XOXO

My reflection

All you have done and will do, don't matter here.

The words pouring from your lips are so very clear.

Lay your head on my shoulder as the cards fly over.

So lucky to be near you, four leafed clover.

Consider the reflection staring back in my direction.

I'll gladly sit here gathering this collection of affection.

You are that Summer time fine, like cold wine and alpine.

I love the time I spend on getting to know you.

I found someone worth me coming through.

What more can I say?

Welcome to the land of FK.

7-8

How can I stand here and not be moved by you?

You could be the light to my soul.
You could be my purpose, my reason to smile when the light hits my eyes.
You calm my heart.
You have me in the palms of your hands.
How can I stand here and not be moved by you?

If anyone told me that this could get better, I would tell them "I can't handle it."
I'm bursting at the seams.
How could it be, that a single action turns my life in a different direction?
It's you. All because of you.

I sit here every morning, hands clasped.
Thinking of you and how different my life would be without you.
As the tears hit my hands, I know in this moment that this was meant to be.
You are the string that kept me holding on believing that chances at true love exist.

You take the breath from my lips.
Thank you for saving me.
I'll walk through fire for you.
I'm right here, no running. Not leaving.

Take a breath.

I'll be standing here always. Waiting patiently. No pressure. I just want you to know the writing on my heart.


This last 2 weeks have been a trial. I've had my gun stolen, shoes, and a gift card. My mail wasnt coming to the house so I had no means of collecting the checks owed me to. Thankfully it was only $200 and not thousands. I had my check garnished for $900. That's a little more than half. IF they take more taxes I will be lucky to have $600 left over. That means car payment, rent, phone bill, and other bills don't get touched. This is probably the most stressful time of my life. It's 6:30am and I havent been paid yet. I dont know if they are freezing my account or if they are cutting me a live check. Who knows. All I know is I am not freaking out yet. Thanks to Dar my world has been flipped. I can't even begin to explain it. I got out of a bad 4 year relationship. It was bad for me. Bad for her. Bad for anyone around us. I had my world crushed on 8/18. A love that I thought would be endless came to a screaching halt. After picking up my pieces I thought I fell for someone who valued me for me. All I know is that I should never have to wonder if it's ok to hold someone's hand.

Dar, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I truly think that we are almost the same person. You have done nothing but support me through this. You go out of your way to make me feel that all is well in the world. It takes a ton for me to feel ok with all this happening, and here I am sitting at my desk calm as can be with my trust in God and my comfort with you. You are the bright and shining light that led me through some dark tunnels. I stand beside myself and think of how very blessed I am to have you.

I know when the time is right the "L word" will be abundant. I'm glad this is slow. Steady. Right. Perfect. True. There will come a day when you fall completely in love with me. I just want you to know...

I look forward to it.

Adrian Marcel - Caught Up

March 26th will mark one year since Sabrina's passing.

Tawny and I had plans to drive up to Glendora CA to visit her site. One problem, I'm being garnished over $900 on my next pay check. That means some bills may not get paid. Not to mention my mail has all the sudden stopped coming. Just stopped. The things that I did buy to make some money off of are missing in action. My gun got stolen right out of my own bedroom.

I'm trying to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I'm trying my best to remain positive, but man. I'm putting every ounce of trust in God and letting things happen where they will. I know that God has always taken care of me, and I know that he always will. It's just difficult to think about not having any control over the situation.

Things happen for a reason, and what is meant to be will be. I am so very blessed to have the company that I have, and I know it too. Thank you Cardboard box for running a freight train. :)

February 2013

Lots have happened in the last week. I've realized that the woman I was with is not the woman I thought she was. Thanks to past unsuccesful relationships I have a made a strict no bullshit rule for my life. If you don't fit, I'm not going to keep you around. Plain and simple. I am technically single. I have met someone.

When I was in my early 20's (for those of you around back then) I talked a lot about perfection in a woman. I think it's important to have that magnetic static with the woman youre with. I havent had that until recent. Although not much time has passed I feel enveloped by her. She isn't a typical female. She makes me laugh all day long. She's hillarious. She's flirty. Touchy. An excellent kisser. Her voice sends me into relapse. It's her mind. She reads me without effort. It's flawless. Every experience I have with her is flawless.

Last night we talked about timing in relationships, love, one night stands etc...I have been lucky to have a door fly open while the one in behind me is being locked. For those who know me, I never chase. I'm not looking for anything. Just time. I want her time. Her conversation. Her touch, kiss, skin, body, hair, and her quirky behavior.

She turned a light on for me. I've never had anyone pay me with compliments. Not the way she does. My whole perspective has been blown open.

Thank you.

For you..."Real Soon"-Adrian Marcel