My brain keeps turning

The city continues to call my name. I keep thinking of new ways to handle 2016. I've had so many things on my mind. What happens if Darlene's vision worsens? What happens if our obligations outweigh us? What happens if Darlene no longer has health insurance? Is mine sufficient for her needs? A thousand questions pass through my mind every single day. I keep remembering that God has a grip on us. He has the answers, the knowledge, the plan. I don't. I do my best to give all the worry and doubt that I have to Him. I admit that it's hard, but we do it because there is no other choice.

I want 2016 to be different. I want things to change for us in a positive direction. I am more than willing to work for it. I have spent the majority of this year preparing us for the future. We paid off $20,000 worth of debt. That's more than most people can handle in several years. I have my budget planning skills to thank for all that. I want to do more. 2016 I want to do another $20,000 and set us up to be in a position to own a home. A nice home. An amazing home. A home that my wife will love and a place where our daughter can be raised.

I know that all things are reachable. This year will make it a serious challenge. Darlene not working has always been fine with me. It will make it harder to hit 20k, but her health is my #1 concern. The money means nothing if she can't be here or see what's happening.

I have some new ventures that I am considering for the new year. With Etsy nation and Pinterest, people have made it easier to sell goods online. I want to start 2 things and see where each one can head for us.

1. Dog treat business. Obviously this would be small scale and sold likely to people that we know. However, these would be organic and non preservative/chemical based treats. Vitamins for improved health and yummy treats. 3 sizes.

2. Wine bottle lamps. Customized per order. Too many ideas here to list.

If you're reading this, do me a favor. Pray for my wife. Pray that God continues to lead us to where we need to be and pray that He heals her vision woes. Please.

I hope that all of you have an amazing 2016 welcoming. Darlene and I will be in Las Vegas to ring in the new year and to see her brother get married. Safe travels. Make a goal this year. And reach for it. You can do it!