MADD or at least my rendition

I SIT IN THIS CHAIR FEELINGS EXPOSED

AFTER OUR TALK MY LIFE IS TRANSPOSED

I HANG ON YOUR EVERY WORD YOU SAY

AS IF YOU CAN SEE MY HEART TODAY

YOU TWIST AND BEND MY EVERY THOUGHT

I WISH THAT I WOULD DIE AND ROT

YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND AND THATS OKAY

I WISH YOU WOULDNT SPEAK THAT WAY

IT DIDN'T HAPPEN, JUST WAIT AND SEE

MOM WILL BE THERE, SHE PROMISED ME!

I RUN TO MY CAR IN A STATE OF FRIGHT

PRAYING TO GOD SHE DOESN'T LEAVE MY SIGHT

I HIT THE CORNER RIGHT BY HER HOUSE

THERE WAS NO ONE NOT EVEN A MOUSE

I DROPPED TO MY KNEES AND STARTED TO WEAP

HEARING A KNOCK MY HEART SKIPPED A BEAT

I RAN TO THE DOOR AND SWUNG IT RIGHT OPEN

IT WAS ONLY MY SISTER AND I COULD TELL SHE WAS HOPIN

IT WAS GONNA BE MOM OPENING THAT DOOR, BUT AS I SAW HER FACE

WE CAME TO AN AGREEMENT THAT MOM HAD BEEN TAKEN BY GRACE

WE CRIED TOGETHER FOR WHAT SEEMED LIKE A DAY

I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD LOSE MY MOTHER..NOT THIS WAY

SHE SAID SHE WOULD BE ALRIGHT WITHOUT US THERE

SHE SAID WE WERE INSEPERABLE, JUST LIKE A PAIR

MOM GOT SAD AFTER ME AND SISTER MOVED OUT

IT WAS LIKE STORMY WEATHER; A PERMANENT DROUGHT

MOM STARTED TO DRINK MORE AND MORE

SHE FELT LIKE LIFE WAS A COMPLETE BORE

SHE WOULD CALL AND TELL US TO COME VISIT HER ALL THE TIME

AND NOW WE CAN'T, SHE'S GONE..NO REASON..NO RHYME

WHAT I WOULDN'T GIVE TO HAVE HER BACK JUST FOR ONE HOUR

I WOULD TELL HER I LOVE HER, AND THAT SHE'S BEEN MY TOWER

MY FORTRESS WHEN I WAS CRYING AND WEAK

AND I REGRET THAT WE CAN NO LONGER SPEAK

I LOVE YOU MOM AND I ALWAYS WILL

SO PLEASE STOP DRINKING BEFORE THIS IS REAL.