i LOVE YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE MY

PICTURE BY RICHARD J ISRAEL

Mother's Day

Mother's Day is May 11th. : ) As unconventional as it may sound I want to do something special for the "Mom, Mama, And Momma" In my life. I know Mother's Day is sometimes brushed off as just a silly holiday, but it's one of my favorite holidays ever. I Love my mother. She is one of my best friends in the whole world. She has always accepted me no matter what I do or how many mistakes I make. I Love my Mama. She was the one to be there for me when I couldn't afford a roof over my head or food in my belly. She took care of me when no one else would. Then you have Momma. Miss Nina. The Fat Kid Crews Momma. She certainly deserves much appreciation for having to know us for as long as she has. And for having to put up with me. I certainly appreciate her for more than 900 reasons. : ) I need to figure out what i can do to show the appreciation that each one of these special ladies deserve. I'm not sure what I will do just yet, but I will be doing something. I may even kill 2 birds with one stone since Mom and Momma both live in So Cal. I want you ladies to know that you mean the absolute world to me, and that I love you more than you will ever know. Nina. I Love you. I can't get you off my mind. : )

DO YOU EVER FIND YOURSELF

WONDERING WHERE EVERYONE IS? I TYPICALLY HATE THIS FEELING. I WAS ON THE PHONE EARLIER THEN I FOUND MYSELF LOOKING AT MY SURROUNDINGS. I WAS AMAZED TO SEE JUST HOW ALONE I REALLY WAS. IT WAS ALMOST SCARY. IT WAS VERY SERENE. I WAS YET AMAZED AT HOW BARREN THIS AREA WAS. I WAS REMEMBERING A CONVERSATION THAT NINA AND I HAD A FEW DAYS AGO ABOUT BEING OK WITH BEING ALONE. NOT BEING A SOCIAL BUTTERFLY ALL THE TIME. AND I WAS ACTUALLY OK WITH BEING ALONE. IT DIDN'T REALLY BOTHER ME AT ALL. I FELT PEACEFUL. IT MADE ME WISH THAT I HAD A BOMB.COM CAMERA. I OFTEN FIND MYSELF LOOKING AT THE SKY. NOT NEARLY AS MUCH AS I USED TO. I NEED TO GET BACK TO IT. FOR SOME REASON IT KEEPS ME AT PEACE. I NEED TO DROP SOME OF MY SO CALLED "PRIORITIES" AND GET BACK ON MY PASSIONS.

Honey...it's up to you Boo

My friends

Yup that's a grocery cart alright. Alesha and I picked it up on the way to the old condo so that we could throw trash in it. Today is the walk through and there is still shit in the house. I tried pushing to get everything out but no one wanted to do it except me. : ( It happens I guess. I will miss that old house. (not really) I am so glad to be moved out of there. I was so tired of living there. The stupid neighbors, and my truck getting broken into. That was never any fun. : ( Hopefully they can get all that needs to be done so that I don't have to worry anymore about it. I am excited to get back a deposit. even if it's partial. I have so many bills right now that need my attention.

The Speed Limit is 7

That's right. not 5 not 10 not 15. It's 7. I couldn't help but think of my baby. 7 is her favorite number so I just had to stop and take a picture of this odd speed limit sign. I love her so much and I miss her even more. I cannot wait until you are in my arms again. I want everything to feel right again. I just can't wait until I see you again. I love you sweety pie. I wish that your medicine didn't make you so sleepy. I feel like we haven't talked in forever and that makes me so sad. Know that I miss you to pieces and I can't wait until you are here. I love you Nina Mackenzie. XOXO

My Milli

I got to see my Milli!! I missed my homie really bad. I am glad that she is back in town with me. Anthony came home last night with Stacey. It was so nice to have them back home. I missed all my people!!! I <3 you Milli!

Christina and Dee

I caught them having a lovey dovey moment. They didn't realize that I had taken the picture until after I sent it to Christina's phone. I really like them together. I haven't seen Christina this happy in a a REALLY long time. So congrats ladies. :)

Nina Spencer Hayden Mackenzie

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I got an A+ at Hug School

I was demonstrating this with my Girlfriend. She's the one on the left that is being smothered by yours truly. We were at the Spaghetti factory with Alesha and Yvette. I miss you sexy lady. Can't wait to see you. I am counting the days. XOXO

my roomie

Has NO shame in her game. : P she went from Bert to not so Bert thanks to her lovely girlfriend Yvette. Yvette left today for Cape Cod. She's so lucky to go and travel like that. I envy her a little. Hopefully she will be back soon. I hope even more that Nina will be back soon. I miss her so. : (

my truck busted

But I fixed it. : ) Thank C for some radiator hook ups. I would have spent a bajillion dollars had it not been for her.

FRIDAY EVENING.

TO END THE PERFECT WEEKEND I DECIDED THAT WE SHOULD COOK FOR THE GIRLS. I MADE A VERY SPECIAL DISH ALONG WITH A BABY SPINACH SALAD. ALESHA AND MYSELF SURPRISED THE GIRLS BY DRESSING UP HEAD TO TOE. SUIT AND TIE. THE WHOLE NINE. THE GIRLS ALSO CHANGED INTO DRESSES. MY BABY WAS LOOKIN GOOD!!! DROOL WORTHY. I WAS TO BUSY TAKING HER IN TO TAKE AN ACTUAL PICTURE. AFTER DINNER WE TOOK THE GIRLS TO THE SUGAR BOWL IN SCOTTSDALE FOR SOME ICE CREAM. THEN WE WENT TO A CLUB TO TAKE THEM DANCING. IT WAS A GOOD NIGHT I MUST SAY. AN EVENT THAT NEEDS TO BE REPEATED OFTEN. : )






THEY EVEN CLEANED UP AFTER WE WERE ALL HOME FOR THE CLUB. : ) THANK YOU LADIES.

Alesha and I

We stay FLY, no lie, and you know this!!! Here you are ladies. I know that you were both dying to see this one posted. You better know that we love you!!

Nina

I miss you somethin awful. I love you so much. Thanks for staying up with me the entire time you were here. I just LOVE spending time with you. It's my favorite thing to do. I can't wait to kiss you soon!!! xoxo

ok so i am fat.

I made myself a little midnight snack around 1am last night. It's one of my favorites. If you haven't tried it, I recommend it.
-Toast two waffles.
-Make one over medium/easy egg
-Butter the waffle lightly. NO Syrup...yuck
-Make some bacon. 2 slices
- Grade some cheese or by the slice.
-Add egg, bacon, and cheese to the toasted waffle and make a sandwich.

It's the Bomb.com : )

I wear my sunglasses at night

My beautiful girlfriend (on the right) and one of my good friends (on the left) show off some stylish glasses for the camera. Jenny and Forest <3 you two.

My best friend.

Wears a Moo moo and a beard for fun. God love her. I certainly do. I <3 our sleep overs buddy. It reminds me of when we were young. Ha! I'm not gonna lie, I miss living with her. She has the same mentality I do. We like to keep busy. I like living with Alesha though. She's good people, and clean for the most part. Except that damn toilet paper roll. I made her laugh this morning with my steps to changing the empty toilet paper roll. She loved it, and so did her girlfriend. : ) Maybe I will post pictures on my little process.

Canyone Lake

Friday I took my baby to the Lake to catch some rays and relax. We met up with Christina, Lisa, Amy, Jen, and Bernadette for some grillin fun! Amy and I tossed a football around while the girls layed out in the sun. I would have to say that it was a pretty good day. I can't wait until my honey sugar pie is back in town. I think I may take a trip out there in between. Ya never know.

Wings..mmmm...

It's not Long Wongs, but it did hit a little spot in my tum tum. The Lil lady wanted a picture of me stuffing my face. It's sexy...isn't it?!?-Probably not. But I do love me some wings.

I know that it is hard to read without blowing it up

But my boss did my First Development plan with me. She let me know that there was absolutely NOTHING wrong with my talk time, wrap time, QA, Adherence, or Leadership Quality. And here's the proof that she said I was her "perfect little angel" ha!! yea right!! there is no way she called me that, but it was nice to have her tell me what a great job I was doing. She also wants to send me to a Leadership Seminar. Those typically take place in Fargo ND. I am excited to see if they will send me there. If they do, that means that I am on my way to management. : ) I am excited. Supervisors here start off at 60K a year. That will be really nice. Then I can buy Nina a BIG house wherever she wants.

I was researching the dictionary today...

I looked up a few phrases such as sexy lady, smokin hot, and oooohhh weeeee!!! For some reason the same picture showed for each of these words....coincidence? i think not.

I am so blessed to have the sexiest lady alive. I love you. I miss you. 2 more days. I was going to post the last picture she sent me. : D but I found myself having to wipe the drool from my mouth. She is so so so so so so amazing. In every single way. I love her personality. Her sense of humor. Her ability to make me smile. I love how she makes me think to the future. I love you Nina. You are INCREDIBLE. xoxo

My favorite Freeway

It's funny to think that I will live near this Freeway again. I LOVED it then. I will surely love it now. I am ALMOST all the way done with the place. I need a few more items. I want some black and white picture, a black dining room table, and a black headboard....ooh and patio furniture for my front and back yard. I don't know how I got all that from a picture shot in negative...but i did. : )

I used to go to Flagstaff AZ alot...

Actually a whole lot. I like it up there. A little to quiet for me, but everything feels so natural. I know that sounds weird but it's true. I just found a picture of this bumber sticker in my phone. It's true. So true.

This one time at Ghettrocenter

I bought a grill...No no silly not a bbq grill...a $$grill$$...what possessed me you ask? ---I'll tell you. : ) to be funny. Ridiculously funny. One problem---I forgot to where it out (that was key to the punch line...I suck : P...) I ended up taking pictures with it instead. I have a ton more, but not as funny. I am thinking of making a "yo-yo word to your mother" video pretty soon. Alesha doesn't know it yet, but she will surely be included. I have many ideas but lack the motivation and time to carry out such an action based comedy. Maybe someday I will hit the big screen of the blogspot nation....but that day...is not today. : )

P.S. This is my favorite hat so don't hate, and NO... I don't typically wear it like I did below. I'm no that "yo-yo word to your mother" but I though it was suitable with my $$grill$$. I just had to play that part.

Somteimes

I get in these moods to where I miss Nina terribly. I BEG her to send a picture...and she does. Because she loves me. This was Thursday morning, think... She was on her way to work. I was missing her like no one's business. I was exhausted from not being able to sleep from the night before and she was an angel to me. i have never had a woman treat me the way you do. I know you have my back, I love how sensitive you are. I love that we laugh, I love that I want to do nothing but be next to you. I miss you when I cannot be by your side. We can do whatever you want baby. This weekend is yours for the deciding. I can't wait until Friday though. I can't wait to spend the day with you on a Lake. I will be taking lots of pictures.

Amazing

I would tell you about the picture I sent them...but i would rather make you wonder. : ) I just love Yvette's facial expression. She said Ooooh! right in front of me. I am the best!! ha!

Friday morning

I couldn't help but send her a picture of this amazing sight near sky harbor airport. Thanks Sabrina for making me take Anne to the airport. I LOVED it.

Some people may ask..."what did you do this St. Patty's?

Well, this is what I have to tell them. I watched one of my best friends (25 yrs old) put on a 4 year olds sun glasses and truly believe that she was cool. meh....I can't complain..hee! I had some people over too for some pizza and beer. My house is almost all the way setup. I want to show pictures, but I don't want to ruin the surprise for Nina. She will be here on Wednesday. : ) Which makes my heart tingle. I miss her when she is not by my side. I can't wait to see her. xoxo Babe.

So this one time....at walmart

Ha! So last night, I am in bed and dreaming of my sweet (Nina) and my phone starts to buzz uncontrolably. I reach down and look at my phone...what do I find? My roommate in a dress. And mind you she is not some girly girl walking down the street, I'm talking a mo hawk having, boxer wearing dyke. It was amazing! Thanks to her girlfriend Yvette I got to laugh at that picture for a good 5 minutes. I thought I would share my laughter as well. : )



So last night, I call a guy from Craigs List to get Alesha a bed. He totally flakes on me (LAME) so Alesha and I proceed to drive home. Down one of the wonderful streets we see that someone has moved out of a house and has some furniture neatly place outside. I look over and see a Futon. We carefully get out of the truck (seeing how it is 11pm) to see what condition it is in. I carefully examine the frame while Alesha looks at the mattress. Not one stain, smell, or even a sign of wear or damage. I kept thinking "everything happens for a reason." Thank you flakey guy from Scottsdale for bailing on me. You saved me gas money. : )