And Still counting
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Monday, January 14, 2008
Sunday, January 13, 2008
So here's the thing...
When My hair gets long enough...I cut it off for Locks Of Love (the cancer association for children who no longer have hair). My good friend Sabrina cut it off for me. I almost cried...but I didn't...So here is the Before And After...
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Inner Turmoil
Love. Lack of Control.
Tears at a Loss.
I lay in Silence.
Take Me Wherever.
Away From My Fears.
I Want your Thoughts.
This Lack of Control.
Will You Deliver?
Will you Love Me with your Being?
Will you Wonder How I'm Feeling?
Will you Wonder how I care?
Above All Things.
I want you To Shock Me.
Shock Me With your Soul.
I am Begging For it.
I yearn For it.
For you I will not do Without.
Not Again.
I will Fight For it.
Forever.
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
ALL I CAN DO IS FOCUS...
WHY? WHY MUST YOU GO?
I'M TRYING.
YOU NEVER ANSWER.
I MUST BE A JOKE.
I'VE BEEN SHOWING YOU.
I MUST BE A JOKE.
IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT?
YOU WANT ME TO HURT?
YOU WANT ME TO FEEL LIKE THIS?
LIKE I'M A JOKE?
MAKE A MOCKERY OF ME.
LAUGH IT UP.
I CAN TAKE IT, BUT WILL ONLY LET IT GO SO FAR.
Monday, January 7, 2008
I woke up This Morning
to the most beautiful sound in the world...it was raining. Not just a few sprinkles but raining like there was no tomorrow. I love the sounds that nature provides us.
Sunday, January 6, 2008
Thursday, January 3, 2008
this took a min.
~A is for Arteries.You know, the things that your ex-girlfriend ripped out because she really didn't care for you you twit she was only after your money and could have given a shit about you.
~B is for Bitter. Who, me?? No way. I really hope things between them do work out. I hope they get married and have 2 children that are little devils and her hips get huge and her eyebrows finally grow completely together and they get fat and old together and then DIE!!
~C is for Call ya later.She won't. She never has before.
~D is for Dumped. Does D need to be explained?
~E is for Eating like a pig. Remember when you took her out and she said "I'm not hungry" so you figured you could take her to a nice place because you were able to afford a nice meal at this fine restaurant. Then she ate more than your Uncle Roy (you remember Uncle Roy the one with the mustard stains on everything). So you flip the bill and are broke for the next two weeks and she wonders why you were unable to call her that week and go see movies.
~F is for Friends. That is what she just wants to be. As if you can even stand to look at her.
~G is for Gun. And yes there is a waiting period.
~H is for Horny. Remember when she looked nice and even had a personality? Well, you figure it out.
~I stands for I still hate her. Odds are I always will, unless she calls me and offers me favors.
~ J stands for Jill. This is her new girlfriend. Doesn't Jill have a nice car ? Doesn't Jill have a good job? Why does Jill want to date her? I think Jill could do much better. I hate Jill. Jill is my mortal enemy.
~K stands for Kill.
~L is for Love. It's a great euphoric feeling that exists between two people and is shared upon by both parties.
~L is also for Lunatic. Lunatics are crazy. Lunatics are the last people that actually believe in love. ~M stands for Mephistophiles. That is who she worked for.
~N stands for Necropheliac. She didn't move very much, did she?
~O is for On top. When on top she has another O word.
~P is for Pill. She said she was on it. She lied.
~Q is for Quitter. She couldn't last.
~R is for Rich little Bitch. She bought my love but I paid for it.
~S stands for Suffer. That's what she made me do.
~T is for torture. Torture is what she did. She tortured you with the truth. She also tortured you with lies.
~U is for Understatement. Saying you hate that bitch is an understatement.
~V is for Voluptuous. That is the primamry reason you were dating her in the first place.
~W stands for Whine. She was a pro at this.
~X is for Xylophone. Because X is always for xylophone.
~Y stands for You suck! Remember when she yelled that at you.
~Z stands for ZIPPER. This is what I should have kept up while we were together.
~B is for Bitter. Who, me?? No way. I really hope things between them do work out. I hope they get married and have 2 children that are little devils and her hips get huge and her eyebrows finally grow completely together and they get fat and old together and then DIE!!
~C is for Call ya later.She won't. She never has before.
~D is for Dumped. Does D need to be explained?
~E is for Eating like a pig. Remember when you took her out and she said "I'm not hungry" so you figured you could take her to a nice place because you were able to afford a nice meal at this fine restaurant. Then she ate more than your Uncle Roy (you remember Uncle Roy the one with the mustard stains on everything). So you flip the bill and are broke for the next two weeks and she wonders why you were unable to call her that week and go see movies.
~F is for Friends. That is what she just wants to be. As if you can even stand to look at her.
~G is for Gun. And yes there is a waiting period.
~H is for Horny. Remember when she looked nice and even had a personality? Well, you figure it out.
~I stands for I still hate her. Odds are I always will, unless she calls me and offers me favors.
~ J stands for Jill. This is her new girlfriend. Doesn't Jill have a nice car ? Doesn't Jill have a good job? Why does Jill want to date her? I think Jill could do much better. I hate Jill. Jill is my mortal enemy.
~K stands for Kill.
~L is for Love. It's a great euphoric feeling that exists between two people and is shared upon by both parties.
~L is also for Lunatic. Lunatics are crazy. Lunatics are the last people that actually believe in love. ~M stands for Mephistophiles. That is who she worked for.
~N stands for Necropheliac. She didn't move very much, did she?
~O is for On top. When on top she has another O word.
~P is for Pill. She said she was on it. She lied.
~Q is for Quitter. She couldn't last.
~R is for Rich little Bitch. She bought my love but I paid for it.
~S stands for Suffer. That's what she made me do.
~T is for torture. Torture is what she did. She tortured you with the truth. She also tortured you with lies.
~U is for Understatement. Saying you hate that bitch is an understatement.
~V is for Voluptuous. That is the primamry reason you were dating her in the first place.
~W stands for Whine. She was a pro at this.
~X is for Xylophone. Because X is always for xylophone.
~Y stands for You suck! Remember when she yelled that at you.
~Z stands for ZIPPER. This is what I should have kept up while we were together.
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
ALONE TIME
ALONE TIME.
PAINFULLY NECESSARY.
OBVIOUSLY.
SHE DOESN'T NEED ME.
OBVIOUSLY.
SHE DIDN'T LOVE ME.
OBVIOUSLY.
I MESSED IT UP.
OBVIOUSLY.
SHE DIDN'T CARE TO TRY.
OBVIOUSLY.
SHE WALKED OUT OF MY LIFE.
OBVIOUSLY.
MY TEARS SHE WILL NOT SEE.
EVER.
I WILL NOT FEEL HER TOUCH.
EVER.
IT WILL NOT FEEL GOOD.
EVER.
I WILL NOT SLEEP NEXT TO HER.
EVER.
I AM THE BEST AT FUCKUPS.
ALWAYS.
I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE.
ALWAYS.
I YEARN FOR YOU.
FOREVER.
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